To my Friends and Family,
This
week I had many incredible experiences. We had the opportunity to hear
from Elder Oaks a couple days ago and Elder Bednar today (two modern day prophets of God).
Elder Oaks discussed the importance of losing yourself in the work and
taught that whoever shall lose his life shall find it. Elder Bednar was
very casual and passed out cell phones for all the missionaries to ask
questions. Both men were amazing and it was especially special because
this past Tuesday was not a great day for me to start, but through
trying to serve my investigators and companion, and giving a blessing to
a sister, I was able to feel so much better. In addition, it is
incredibly rare for two apostles to speak at the MTC in a week, so it
was just a tender mercy I guess. Plus we got "randomly" picked to sit in
the very front during Elder Oaks' talk. Aside from that, the week
progressed as usual: we learned Korean, taught investigators, learned
about the gospel, and felt the Spirit.
So the
Korean lesson of the week is something we call the Glue principle. So
for some conjugations (Past tense, want to form etc.) you have to use
something called glue, which is basically just adding an ending and
conjugating it. Its just super hard to do because there are tons of
exceptions and its hard to do on the spot. But at the same time, its
really cool because it is very organized and logical.
So
my lesson I learned about Christ comes from Matthew 27
and Mathew 4. In Matthew 4, the Lord is tempted by the devil with the
word "if" three times. The devil tried to get the Savior to question his
divine purpose and care for his physical hunger, pride, or fear. Then
in Matthew 27, the crucifiers mocked Him on the cross and demanded that
if He be the Son of God, then he should let himself down or if God be
with him, he should come down from the cross. The two most dangerous
sins are pride and doubt. They are opposites. Pride is a sin because we
think we are better than God. Doubt is a sin because we doubt God and
are ungrateful for our blessings. Doubt destroys our faith, cripples our
soul, and can physically lead to depression, anxiety, and pain. We feel
alone and lost because we don't remember our calling, lineage, or
purpose. Christ never forgot that he was a Son of God. We must never
forget, especially during our own trials and while we bear our own
crosses, that we are children of God, who will never abandon us if we go
to Him in prayer.
Finally, I want to talk
about how we can receive this peace in our time of doubt. The Restored
Gospel can bring peace to our minds and hope to our hearts. I've seen it
work for me and so many people around me. I've seen it work for our
investigators that we teach and people who have no conception of or
belief in God. Listen to the modern prophets and the restored scriptures
like the Book of Mormon. The lesson or chapter doesn't matter; pick
anything from any conference or book. Then pray before you read or
listen and ask God if these words are true. Then read and study it out
in your mind. If you do, you will feel a prick or feeling in your heart
that will testify to you that these words are true. If we follow these
words, we will not be led astray and our doubts will be overcome by hope
and faith.
With Love,
Elder Coleman